As I relax at the end of my night, I am reminded about how incredibly awesome and exhausting this parenthood gig is. What an honor it is that God has trusted us to be the parents of a busy almost 3 year old (Yikes! How did that happen so fast?) I also take a moment to think about the little one who will join our family one day and make our son a big brother, completing our desires to be the parents of 2 little kiddos.
I wonder if you already have been created by God or if He is still planning that out.
How are your first mommy & daddy doing? I pray for them already and hope that God is walking beside them as they make the best decision for you and your future.
What will you look like?
I wonder where you are.
Are you a boy or a girl?
What heritage will we embrace in our family?
These are all questions that run through my mind on a regular basis, but the most important question I have is this: Will I please God and the birth family who trust me to be the best mommy I know how to be? Because frankly, when another woman places her child in your arms forever, the responsibility is not taken lightly. I made a vow to our son's birth mom that I would do my very best, and I work hard every single day to honor that. The same rings true for the baby we are waiting for. I love a child that I've never met. I also love his/her birth family. I pray for you. I wait for you and sometimes I wonder where you are.
No comments:
Post a Comment